Today, a gift

I struggle this morning with what to write and realize that I have not even shared WHO I am. So, I will start from the beginning. I am the second of three children born to a young couple in Tucson, Arizona. I am the baby, having a sister 18 mo. older and a brother that passed shortly after birth. Baby, funny how birth order dictates how we live our lives without even knowing it. I have always been on the spoiled side and have felt, well, somewhat entitled. My daddy came to know Jesus before he passed from this world to LIFE in eternity with his Father in 1999 and mother gave her life to the Lord at 72 years of age and is living for him today. Growing up as a child, I thought that my parents were the best parents in the world; even thought my daddy was very hard. He always seemed angry and I remember feeling sorry for him as he didn't seem to have any friends. Both mother and daddy worked. Even back then, the second paycheck was essential. Sis and I didn't have all the things we wanted; however, we never lacked for the things we needed. Mother and daddy sacrificed for us. They were the best they knew how to be; however, as I look back, I realize that they were missing an essential element in their relationship; a personal, individual commitment to Christ. I can remember it like it was yesterday. There was a time where choices made changed the lives of two little girls forever. The details are not important, neither are they edifying to speak. What is important, is that our family fell victim to the schemes of the enemy, Satan himself and only because he was allowed by a loving, all knowing God. It's true that all things work together for good for those that Love God and are called according to his purpose. Today, I praise him for the trials he has allowed and will allow in my life. Lord, use me today, for your glory!